I thought I just had to write something for R.E.M. since they disbanded and would like to put on print how I enjoyed this band through my adolescent years up to the present.
The first R.E.M. song I heard was Stand way back in high school. I saw them as a quirky guitar based jangle-pop band lumped with the new wave bands that we were listening to. Here were 4 young men dressed like they got their garments from the Salvation Army. They weren’t sleek looking like Duran Duran, goth darlings Echo and the Bunnymen was dapper in their trenchcoats, and The Clash was wearing the working class punk look. I’d say this was the first band I admired even if they didn’t have any image they sought for. When your young, being shallow is almost requisite as well. We all wanted to look cool and acted like we knew everything, and with picking bands to listen to, image was also a factor. But upon hearing Stand, I just got hooked. The lyrics and the melody stuck to my head and kept getting played over and over. The song asking you to stand and choose how to live your life without being preachy and being unsure which direction to take and taking chances is alright. At least for me, that’s how I interpreted the song.
I can’t also help but wonder how R.E.M. reached us. You see, way back then, alternative rock was really alternative. It never got any airplay in the radio except for the very few brave rock stations in Manila. Never mind in Davao, where the most rock you can get is Eric Clapton or Styx. Not that I’m complaining, because I also listen to them. But during those times, we saw them as something for the older weed smoking, cough syrup drinking generation. As kids, we also want something we can call our own, something we can say we discovered. A lot of times, we just read reviews from Jingle magazine and purchased the cassette tapes that somehow reached us because of the review. And what a gem we discovered with R.E.M.
Upon hearing the Green album, I discovered that I could also appreciate country inspired jangle, new wave pop music. I got past how they looked and appreciated the vague but heart tugging lyrics. The 2nd album I heard was Out Of Time. Boy, wasn’t I prepared for how it has blown my mind away. I even thought that Losing My Religion was the weakest song of the album, even if it was their carrier single. Things changed for R.E.M. and for us fans as well after that album. R.E.M. isn’t our just ours anymore, they were now pushed into the mainstream and lousy cover bands were playing Losing My Religion in bars. Nevertheless, the whole album was a favorite of mine, specially when I want to crash from a night’s drinking binge. I even play it endlessly whenever I get sick. It just soothes me. Then I went ahead and bought their Best of R.E.M. and Automatic for the People, the album next to Out of Time. I went back in time with R.E.M. and was again blown away with their past recordings between 81-89 if I’m not mistaken. It felt I was discovering lost treasures while listening to their old songs and listening to their dark and brooding new album was just overwhelming as well. The song Drive just epitomized the 90′s Generation X.
After college, real life sinked in and naturally, one doesn’t have the luxury of time to listen to new albums and be kept abreast of the music scene. But R.E.M. has always been there with their new singles that get released from time to time which never failed to impress me. And until now, I still listen to the old albums to keep me sane in this wild, wild world.




